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I’m sad

4,009 RC1138Boss  3.4 years ago

Recently I’ve had some bad experiences in the last two years my great aunt and great grand ma died leaving me really depressed. Adding onto this I had 1 person recently tell me to delete SP and that I’m a fake which dealt a massive blow to my fragile feelings.
Also my Mum has epilepsy so I’ve been really tough going through it, in summer I saved her life by calling 999 (for you yanks the British version of 911) so I kinda have moments when I just break and cry and just burn out because I work so hard and then I have the pressure of realising a plane every week and just just... UGH! So I may leave for a couple of weeks but will still comment and u can still reach me just I won’t post. Real thanks for @Hedero for being there because he is such a help in keeping my mental health good.
Thx for reading

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    55.6k PapaKernels

    @CaptainRex123 my great grandma has dementia too and yesterday she left home and went missing. Its was really scary but when we got to her house the police were there and she was sitting on the couch. She was going to see her brother ( and she was going the right way) and a branch hit her and she fell in a ditch ( not the best of balance) and some guy stopped and took her and got her home safe. It was crazy seeing how many people were there and how many could have been out. Shes slowly going and I fear she wont be around much longer. Sorry for your loss. Also just ignore the bad people in the world and focus on those who love you nurture your creativity and support you in your endeavors.

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    Thanks @Hedero.
    Thanks @Pizzaschintzel.
    Thanks @ EvilEvilTheDoctor.
    Thanks guys for being so kind to me.
    Thanks @Cyan

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    Oh

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    68.0k Homemade1

    Welcome to my world

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    @CaptainRex123 :)

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    40.1k 50CalChicken

    Your not a fake, you build very well

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    105k Hedero

    Oh yeah of course dude! And that's not wierd at all!@CaptainRex123

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    Thanks! It’s means a lot you came here since you and @Hedero are my inspiration. I don’t wanna say it in a weird way but I love you and your builds. @EternalDarkness

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    101k Wallaby

    I definitely recommend you leave for as long as you need so this game isn't another burden on you. Remember its a game, not like you have to post a plane every xyz. Take some time off, take care of your family and other life issues, come back when they are taken care of.

    Hopefully everything goes well, and I'm sorry to hear about your losses.

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    105k Hedero

    No problem dude and I'm glad I could help. I'm so sorry about what's happening in your life. I really am. And I hope you become successfull and things will go good from now on. Talk to me whenever you want to!@CaptainRex123

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    13.8k Kangy

    There’s no need to release aircraft each week, your health comes first always. Hope you feel better soon, my grandpa died suddenly when I was in year 7, couldn’t really think straight for a while. But eventually I got around it. Just know that your mother loves you and I’m sure that she really thinks you’re good help
    Keep safe mate

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    Someone told you you're a fake?! Who the hell tells that to bronze users? You're a user still developing his technique, nobody can expect perfection from you. You still need time. Just keep pushing, and ignore any criticism that doesn't offer actual advice that would help you improve your builds.

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    @FLOWRIDER0 holy god man may god rest her soul

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    35.3k V

    My grandmother died unexpectedly on the 9th, i feel ya man

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    33.3k tsampoy

    @CaptainRex123 Ok, thats great

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    Thank you! @Pizzaschnitzel

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    It’s good just I needed to vent somewhere and SP is the best place to vent. I just hope a mod doesn’t report me for spam @tsampoy

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    @CaptainRex123 look at the positives if it gets tough u can talk to me

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    33.3k tsampoy

    I'm sorry about your great aunt and great grandma. I hope everything is well goes on well with your life

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    @ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm thanks!

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    @CaptainRex123 Sorry, that was a glitch...

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    Thank you @TheNightmareCompany but why post it twice?

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    Sometimes, pressing forward is the best we can do, and have our loved ones be the fuel for our success. Our own success is measured by our scale, not others (unless we want that to be the case.) We bring the memory of our loved ones with us as we go through life, spreading the joy that they would have.
    The best we can do for those we cared about, is to share the joy and happiness that they would have wanted to spread.
    No one is alone.

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    4,009 RC1138Boss

    Thanks dude! @WiiWiiTheMini

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    @CaptainRex123 dude i'm sorry. I wish you the best on SP, especially in life, and during these hard times.

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