You may have seen in bio and on Gravatar - "Project closed".
I decided to remove it for now, because I don't think anyone will care about this information, only my haters will be happy about it.
So is the project closed?
Yes, partially. Now I don't have the activity that I used to have, I stopped posting often, leaving comments less often and basically I don't build anything new, but I do remasters of my old unpublished projects.
The reasons are mainly IRL and my demotivation due to total disappointment in myself.
Will the project close?
Possibly only after the release of SP2, until the mobile version comes out (since the mobile version, according to the developers, will only come out in a year, after the release of the PC version), or perhaps I will not return at all due to the change of priorities in RL.
I most likely will not delete my account. Despite the majority of those who hate me, there is a small part of those who like my builds, and it would be rude to destroy all of this.
Although the existence of this project has not brought anything good and significant to this community and the game, and in general is a mistake.
I deserve this hatred from the community, including from you.
I shouldn't be on this site; there are people better than me, I'm not unique, I'm nothing.
It's my fault, I know, there's no need to repeat it over and over again.
I'm the worst of them all, and that's a fact, no matter what anyone says.
I only made things worse, it's my fault, yes, I know it, no need to repeat it.
It's all a lie around me, they're lying to me, I know it.
They're trying to harm me in any way they can, to make me disappear.
I tried to fight, I fought a lot throughout my entire journey.
But there's no point anymore.
What next?
Nothing.
Your builds are amazing
That is a valid reason to leave, SP2 has a good building system and alot of people have already left for SP2, However that is about the only thing you said that is true this community that is Simpleplanes is one of the best the internet has to offer and of course there are some bad apples but they are the outliers and quite frankly you are starting to remind me of @Blueshift only worse because Blueshift had somewhat of a real problem with people stealing his stuff, where the main problem as far as I can see outside of closed doors, is you, your builds are unique but in a good way and kind of had that World Of Tanks feel to them. In short I just hope you come back, liked your builds and hope to see more.
Na... I'm still sticking around in SP1, I'm here to serve Mobile players... (More importantly I'm going to build SP1 Mobile Builds then port them over in SP2 once Mobile comes out)...
@SILVERPANZER back in the day, I was the cause of a drama that pretty much was the reason that the "no advertising discord servers" rule was instated. Whatever dramas you were a part of have not damaged your reputation at all
@SILVERPANZER oh…. But you have been out of it as far as I can see
@BOSSentinel far from it, I've been on this project for 3.3 years, and in SP overall - 5 years, I've seen a lot of dramas and other things.
@qUwUp self-deprecation can be different, such as an element of defense against criticism, complaints and insults (or even worse), or based on the fact after self-analysis and comparing oneself with others.
@SILVERPANZER no one has been toxic man
@Dissent3R @BOSSentinel @Boeing727200F I don't want to talk about it because I don't like to provoke anyone, create more drama and overall toxicity.
@Graingy @SchmooveBrain I am used to solving my problems on my own if it is really a problem for me.
@V There were a couple of minor dramas, mostly due to my hyperfixation on Tanks (I yap about Tanks too much), the quality of my Tanks and abandonment of realism ideas, and also due to the major drama with WCAC, which affected me too (since I help new Tank builders, support, help with FT and such, I helped him at the initial stage too).
@dekanii I wasn't planning on doing it yet, for that reason.
My older builds have lower parts counts, because I had a weak phone back then.
@qUwUp possibly. I do agree that it gets incredibly grating as it puts down anybody less skilled than them.
@Graingy
I'm no expert, but it seems to me that deep down he is probably very proud and loves himself, but hates the fact that he really does feel that way, and so he appears to be overly self-deprecating towards those around him in order to keep this from showing on the surface.
To be honest, I think his excessive self-deprecation makes people around him uncomfortable.For this reason, at least, I don't like him very much.A little self-deprecation is fine, it gives you something to talk about, but his self-deprecation isn't funny at all, and the conversation never really develops from it.
Not sure who hates you. There has never been any drama anywhere near you lol
Your stuff is great, like Graingy said, you seem like someone whos going thru some stuff and might not have the greatest feelings towards yourself, and ik you dont really know me all that well, but, feel free to talk to me, I'm here for you, and I'd love to see the day when you realize you can take pride in your work, and that the only thing about you thats a failure, will be failing to go further down the spiral of depression / low SE
@Graingy Fr tho, no one's calling his tanks "low quality" or hating his tanks.
Sorry but who are these haters? I don’t see anybody hating on you besides yourself.
I'm starting to suspect you might legitimately have some sort of self esteem disorder. Should probably see someone about that.
Are these haters in the room with us right now?
The future depends of new tank creators.
Who hates you..? I don’t think any one really does..
who hates you?, I'll make sure they regret it 😈
Hey, dont delete your precious builds
There are peoples that actually enjoy your builds, like me
Although.. the part count choked me to death