Im not tagging people on this, you can find it at your own will
(I feel like if I tagged, at that point it's just for the attention. The people who actually gaf will find this on their own terms)
I think goodbye posts are stupid, and I'm never intending to make one. However, for those of you who care, I will likely not be posting much of anything for a few months.
I will still be active on the site on occasion
Why?: school year is starting, and between work, school, and my mental health, I dont get much time to myself, and SP is something I only do when I get bursts of energy, something that hasn't happened since XR-XVIII
I'll post a chatroom or smth for those of you who wish to contact me
This is not goodbye!!!
I'll still be here
(Please, don't hit me with any "what's wrong"s, I dont like talking about my mental health with strangers or people I'm not close with, and that's not something I intend to change. I also need to take some time and figure out what bonds/friendships I need to get rid of)
I'd also like to note, posting here doesn't feel rewarding in the slightest. I dont care for upvotes or points, it just sucks seeing that it's taken 2 years to hit gold when players who make worse are at plat. It hits a point of "why do I even do this anymore? I dont enjoy it". I might take some "commissions" but prob only for certain people I actually enjoy
For example, Pr.AC01, by far my best build, and I spent a long time on it. 15 upvotes
Tenna, one of my other best builds, but intended as a sh-tpost more than anything and didnt take long (poses took the most time), 21 upvotes
And then you look at some simple/block builds, especially from well known users, and it makes you wonder, why even try anymore?
Unless you get lucky when you start, its very unlikely you'll get anywhere anytime soon.
It's also getting depressing seeing people leave, especially people I care a lot about (like Kei), and it hurts watching people you've loved devolve into a mental state near yours when you've tried to help them as much as you can
And over time, I've lost many people, and I dont want people to cry over me leaving when I inevitably do, so as a wise man once said: "if you have ghosts, you have everything"
@SchmooveBrain um, did you just "HHHhhIIIIiiisssSSSSssAaaaa💅💅" me?
@SchmooveBrain
What a friendly sounding name
opens box
Huh, a pip-
@LettuceRob119
hiss 💅💅
@SchmooveBrain nooooo BAD
Uses that uh water sprayer thingy that you use on cats
@SPWithLizzie DONT-! t- thats mine, and I promise you DONT open that.. you can, uhh hand that back to me now
@SPWithLizzie
It's fanmail, from a... "Theodore Kaczysnki", you should open it :3
@EvilRob
Well it can't be that bad
opens door
@EvilRob
Hell yeah, I'll watch it again eventually
@SchmooveBrain idk its on yt, I'm currently going through the whole series
@SPWithLizzie heheh I switched yours, with someone else's.. iiii wouldn't do that if I were. It's both illegal to, and uh not nice
@EvilRob
I dont remember much cause twas teensie weensie child and I didn't know Halo, but I remember it being on Netflix at one point :3
I wonder if it still is
@SchmooveBrain yo RvB fan spotted!!!
@EvilRob
Aw man what th-
my doorbell rings
Well I guess not
@SPWithLizzie hehehehe... I just changed your mailing address >:3 hehehe
@EvilRob
Fine, but not too much mayhem pls
@EvilRob
Omg dont you dare take me back to my childhood
@SchmooveBrain idk who you are... but you seem like a wise lady
(He sounds like caboose from RvB iykyk)
@SPWithLizzie NO! I stay >:(
@SPWithLizzie look man, I would 100% but... I ain't got no control over him, sorry
@EvilRob nah stay dont listen to the haters
@EvilRob
@LettuceRob119
Get your evil cousin out of here
@SPWithLizzie hehehehe
@EvilRob
Who are you
Mooooore mayhem heheheh 😈