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I sometimes feel like I don't deserve this

11.5k SPWithLizzie  one month ago

I know y'all probably don't know this, but I'm a huge goddamn idiot
I forget, and lose so many things, because I'm an absolute idiot
I lost my dental retainers on Monday, and this is the second time I forgot them this year
And just how tf do people still love me? I can't do anything, I barely have any talents, I have not much else from my intelligence (which I thankfully don't doubt).
I can't dance
I can maybe draw
I suck at the instrument I play, even though I've been playing it for 2 years
And the standards I set up for myself are sometimes so goddamn high
And whenever I forget something, I feel like I just need to be hit, or not treated with the respect I do, I'm just sometimes so goddamn ashamed of myself oh my fucking god

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    @SPWithLizzie nope. he's a grain of sand. or a stone.
    i don't know. something mineral-related.

    14 days ago
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    11.5k SPWithLizzie

    @keiyronelleavgeek566
    Graingy is Dwayne Johnson?

    14 days ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @keiyronelleavgeek566 A rock can still interact with their surroundings. That's not the issue.

    +1 14 days ago
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    @Graingy

    Imagine how I feel.
    I can't do shit.

    mmm...yeah.
    that's because you're a literal rock.

    14 days ago
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    6,817 Erionh

    @Graingy yes LAURA

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @Erionh Laura dog

    one month ago
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    6,817 Erionh

    @Graingy L aura dog

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @Erionh Foam? You mean dog flares?
    I miss those things.
    My dog didn't. Ever.
    I don't think a single one ended up surviving...

    one month ago
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    An artist is someone who likes to draw, not someone who can paint perfectly.
    You are your own worst critic. That shows that you care.
    Don't fester negative thoughts, it will only lead to more negativity.

    +2 one month ago
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    6,817 Erionh

    @SPWithLizzie hope you feel ok

    +1 one month ago
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    6,817 Erionh

    @Graingy rc airplanes are fun but high risk high reward unless its foam

    one month ago
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    45.3k rexzion

    besides that, talents are not a requirement to be loved and to love. respect yourself and others

    one month ago
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    45.3k rexzion

    everybody makes mistakes, learn from your failures; you are not perfect, no one is, you will always have something to reflect on and improve by that little bit next time, instead of beating yourself up about it

    +1 one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @cicada123 EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @cicada123 Me.

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @cicada123 I can personally attest that is not true

    one month ago
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    @Graingy yup

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @AviationLoverGEEK444 Goodness gracious you people are crazy.

    one month ago
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    @Graingy and yes it’s my own calculation no cameras unless you have fpv

    one month ago
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    @Graingy yeah, but I don’t often crash, unless I’m being stuipid or cocky, example crashing two planes because I’m cocky and smart-ish

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @AviationLoverGEEK444 I can't fathom how anyone could invest in a hobby that could set them back thousands in a couple seconds.
    One slip up and that thing is GONE.
    Do they even have cameras and instruments, or are you flying entirely from the group and your own estimation of distance and velocity?

    one month ago
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    @Graingy it sucks, and I just got a really fancy P-51 and it costed 550 dollers plus 100 because battery cost a lot

    I’m scared to fly it now, especially because it’s a low wing, but all of my others were high wings

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    @AviationLoverGEEK444 oof

    one month ago
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    Don’t be ashamed, I went flying my new rc plane that’s lik what 20 years old, any way it crash because the CoG is terrible, then the next day I crashed my 1.5m apprentice. 300 dollers in repair, all because I didn’t get good sleep, oh and I got f*caking melted on my math test

    one month ago
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    44.1k Graingy

    Imagine how I feel.
    I can't do shit.

    +1 one month ago
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