Recently, I have not been doing well mentally. I have been feeling extremely paranoid, depressed, and even a little hopeless. These feelings are inexplicable, and I have no way to get rid of them. As a matter of fact, I appear to be doubting even well known facts, for reasons unknown. I have not yet decided exactly what I am going to do. If this does end up being my last post, then I bid all of you farewell, and I hope you live your lives to the fullest.
-Signed, Burke Krohn
I know how your feeling. I have gone through similar phases of anxiety and depression. I was confused lost even. it’s not easy to get over I know just try to find something that gives some happiness, even if it’s only a tiny flame. Have you tried talking to someone, there are many people you can talk to; family, friends doctors, just don't give up hope completely, it not easy I know.
As Tully said it's always Brightest after dawn the sun will rise someday.
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My condolences to you, hope you feel better some day.
Good luck with whatever you do