Had to admit, I'm not loving SP so much as I first met it.
SP community is growing up fast, It's positive for sure.
But while It's becoming bigger and stronger, what others is it becoming?
Is it becoming too complex, getting away from Simple?
My personal answer: yes.
If a player stayed away from SP/SR2 for a few weeks or months for some reason, like being hurt, living in hospitals, of fighting with the goddamn depression, then the community might be not so familiar to him when he's finally back.
Why?
Because a lot of new stuffs are added, a lot of old things are removed, everything is changed.
A great amount of possibilities and opportunities were provided, but this guy missed it. Seeing more and more "noobs" became vizzy&funky masters and upvoted heavily, he doesn't know where to start, how to keep up.
He tried to find a way out, but he failed. Those masters who know the secrets just won't help him or teach him. All his old friends left, he got no friends.
Finally, he felt himself outdated, abandoned by time. He wanted to leave, but just cannot forget this place he is going to leave. Each time he thought of it, he will feel pain and suffering.
I used to love Simple Planes because of its simple, but now, simple things can hardly be upvoted.
There are complex winners, and simple hearts, became losers...
There are guys wanted to leave a community because of feeling lonely and abandoned, also there are some guys wanted to leave the world because of it.
I know these words may not fair, they seems like a lazy loser said them without playing anything necessary.
I said them.
Simple? Complex? Staying? Leaving?
Actually I wanted to leave since a long time ago...
This is it I think......
Grateful for all upvotes and comments in my every post. Thank you.
Best wishes for you guys. You were engines and shields of my heart.
Sorry to let you down...
@X99STRIKER my bad…im just out of control in the emotional blast…
Thx anyway, i will try to get understand things, it takes time, it takes time…
@X99STRIKER This world is strange... sometimes simple things, like memes, always get more attention and praises, you can see a simple cube with texts gained more than a hundred ups, and complex creations got even no upvotes or any discussion. Sometimes inverted. Whenever it is, I'm always one of the "less guys".
It's like a mute competition and I don't know why I am always losing.
I'm bored and tired of this, had to make some decisions, or I'll never feel well.
Chances are, I may come back here and upload something amazing, but now I can really not take it anymore...idk if anything could push me back to normal, im done......