SimplePlanes | a smol confession

So all of you know by my Simpleplanes username Sarin and for those who communicated with me through discord know me as Starcoism or Casperism, (Casper being my fursona name and I wont go too indepth on that since it will get this whole confession thing very off-topic lol) but I am actually the same person who ran the Athaya account and the AcedNoob account the reason why I am telling this right now,despite existing on this site for 1.8years on this current account, is because at first I was also about to talk about this topic but I was too afraid that no one would care about the revelation , regarding why I left at the first place... I will explain later below... the other reason is that some Simpleplanes user in the SPBC Discord channel did know that I am actually Athaya which causes CarbonFox/LiquidFoxto know my true identity... other than FlipposMC , Kerlon , CarbonFox, BaconRoll and recently just now AviownCorps no one else know that I was behind the Athaya account

-The reason why I left
1) I was going through massive shift in the way I view the world and this is when my rationality were out the window and believed all conspiracy like "5G bad" "loomanitiiiiiii" and other bizarre things

2)I was going through alot of mental challenges, I was in my Middle School when I ran the account and I remembered trying to date a girl during valentines day, buying her chocolate and a makeshift love letter despite having class test during that week and also getting rejected, YUP IM A MASSIVE SIMP, SHUUUSSSHH

3) Simple, plain ego , jealousy and impatience towards the community. I always thought that I am the center of attention and that everyone that is online should upvote my build no matter what, I remembered making a crappy rant saying "Points should be lower when a lower rank user upvotes a post" I was being very selfish... and Im sorry for that... which goes the same for my second account, I was unsatisfied by my ability and my rank, I eventually disappear again until I have this account and a couple of months ago when I have motivation to build since I learnt that this game is about creativity not some pseudo-currency to flex or brag... Yea... It was a long read but... hey.... its me Athaya (Tho call me Sarin, I dont like random people in the internet calling my IRL name >:I) and I'm back for good

Sarin

3,300 Subnerdica

... ok then. Ya know I have no idea what to say to this so I’m just going to start typing and see where it goes. I somehow understand this post and am confused by it at the same time. But anyway, I can see why you needed to come out about this and kind of understand how you did these things while under that mentality, but everyone does bad things. You realize that you shouldn’t have done them and won’t do it again and that’s the important part. I have a feeling people will be fine with this and at worst you might get banned for a few days but I feel the mods will see it the same way I do. It’s really not that bad and everyone is fine with it. You’re ok. If you really feel that bad about it you can talk to me about it through discord if you have it or I can make an unlisted post to talk to you on. Just say the word.

Pinned 4.1 years ago

6,332 Sarin

Something off topic but

I will make another forum post regarding the progress of Caracal IFV project tmr 8am (Singapore Standard Time) UTC+8

My offer still stands

+1 4.1 years ago

Ok @Sarin

@Subnerdica Nah im good its aight

4.1 years ago

12.0k Starbound

@Randomdoggo 5G is nothing more than a bunch of high frequency radio waves carrying data. Although the radiation is not good for you, there is no way it could magically spawn a virus. Would be very interesting if it could though.

@ThePilotDude dont worry, im not taking anything personally so you are fine

35.8k ThePilotDude

@Sarin fair, very fair, is much overused, but expresses my sentiment very accurately. (Don't take that as any kind of threat or crazy insult to you personally)

@ThePilotDude funni and totally not a joke that isnt overly used

fursona...
"Hans get ze flammenwerfer"

@Gameboi14 b r u h

26.7k Gameboi17

@Sarin bruh i always get the two names mixed, i meant Star Butterfly

@AgentofFortune >implying that im sexually attracted to animals

@Gameboi14 >:I Star Butterfly

7,325 WarringMunky

I thought Athaya might have a similar root to my middle name (which all of the males in my family go by their middle names), so I looked it up and yes:
Your name means "a gift" and mine means "gift of God."

Maybe that's unrelated, but I thought it was cool.

5G is a horrible idea though. The strength of the signal declines so quickly with distance that you'll need poles every few hundred meters (significantly influenced by obstructions). It will only be good for very localized applications and very expensive.